2013

Bye bye 2013. You bring me lots of loneliness, sadness, disappointment, betrayal. I lost many friends in 2013. Friends that I care so much disappeared without news.  I blame myself for this lost because I do not know how to treasure a friendship. So much about forgive and forget, lets move on.. shit. I will never forgive and I will never forget. Betrayal, hypocritical, empty promises are all over me in 2013.  Things I put a hope and trust so much now leaving me in the dust. I blame none other but myself.

I wish 2014 could bring me some light, a little of happiness that I am always searching for all my life. 15 years more to live in this world is not that long. I have to make full use of this time that I am have, maybe.  I almost achieve what I want, I had witnessed love been taken away from me one by one. Things that I think I have it all were gone in just a few short time. There I realized nothing is permanent in this life. Today you have it, tomorrow it may be taken away from you.  Here, I am alone again... as always.